Posidon

Yesterday I was meditating while drawing (which i've never done before) i began to draw what i was seein. Truth (an owl and my spirit guide) was the first one on the page. From her wings came a wind that grew a tree there was a hollow in that tree just big enought for me to hide. I drew a star an eight pointed star which became a compass. it began to spin and spin and pointed me twoard the tree. then behind the branches i saw a horse. i quickely turned the mage and drew him compleatly.
He was very handsom. I thought it was strainge seeing a horse. Although i like horses i never see them in meditation. He was kind of showing off and trying to get my attention but i didnt know what he wanted. I named him Posidon after my ex husband(in a past life)
Today while cutting the pattern for my halloween costume my itunes began to play an instrumental song "Funeral March" i began to think how much I miss Ian. Before i could think i had dropped into a meditation. I was crying uncontrolably (i havent cried in a few weeks now so i thought i was alright) I am so dissapointed that this didnt work. I've shared my secrets with Ian (all of my secrets of my past life) Physicaly and in meditation was weeping. Posidon could only tell me "in life different souls cross your path, help the ones in need, loves the ones that love you, but never focus all your love on one. You cant afford to love whole heartedly." He was silent for a bit and only watched me weeping. Then he reminded me the reason why i am here is not to love one thing. I have to understand that every thing on this earth is of value.
He was right of corse.
And then he jestured for me to climb on his back. so i did. And then (in meditation) i fell asleep and all went black. I began to imagine all that i used to imagine when i was young dragons flying through the sky dolphins in the ocean stars moons space.
I did learn something important today
"Imagination is a dream, dreams are reality, and reality is only any illusion"
Life however goes on and you have to love every moment of that life before you return to where you began.
We may not meet the spirits we meet in this life again so appriciate all they have to offer untill your time is up.